WHY.......

Its almost been a year since we didnt see each other. through the hectic days n college life, yr face faded in the sands of my memory. i onced blive dat i could forget u....and live thru the pain. yet....pictures made the felling xplode in my soul again. those feeling that i wished to hide came back to me. but wat could b changed? u r stil u, i'm still me. we have our own life to continue. i wish to noe wat happened to u, where r u and how r u now. but chances doesnt stand on my side. its the fact dat we should not meet again....yes. i once loved u and i wil keep it as the best memory between u and me. no matter what and how, i wish u good luck and treasure evry momment when i can see u, in front of my eyes.........

WALAU A!!!!!

Its the third day of sem 2 and i'm getting worried n hopeless about it. now i have 3 projects, 3 heavy assignments and a lot to go. going to do research throughout the whole sem ad. the projects r going crazier n crazier. 6 feet tall sculpture?! 4 different self-potraits?! self-designed letterforms?! can it b somthing normal?! today's drawing 2 started with another boring color wheel+chart. reminds li theng's saying:'treat yr assignments like playing a game.' o ya rite, dat would probably b the worst game i ever played. its harder than command & conquer 4, its more epic than final fantasy 13......I WOULD GAME OVER ANYTIME (TOT)!!!!

"HEROES COME BACK!!"

Finally, my rotting sem break is over and its time to start my study life again.....
now blogging at skool, and there is juz tiny ants around me......its stil early, so went grab a cup of coffee with ah yong, brought him to visit our campus. crapped for some hours, went to meet jk with his stunning manga. hope to get my ass up to class in the afternoon. the first class would b letterform n calligraphy. in my opinion, it would rather b a boring class, so i brought my pillow as well^^. AIYA!! WAIT A MIN!! I FORGOT TO BRING MY DOMO!!!!(ToT)

The Return of DOMO

Thank god!! my domo-kun is finally back. after it was kidnapped by a friend of mine for like 1 month? finally i got it back. met with Charleen(the kidnapper XD) the other day, so we sit down yamcha with shi yan as well. she returned my domo, of course, and i gave her her belated bday--or izit for this year's bday??? present. the present obviously is a memorable n special item only for her. hope she's happy to get dat :). its been time that we can sit down and chat, crap watever we like 2gether. miss the old caogei gang. haiz......blive onot, i brought back domo and help him took a bath. its kinda dirty after those 'adventures' and i dunno whether char is bringing him along to EVERYWHERE. i'm not going to hang it around my bag for the mean time, but i will often bring it to college, as it kinda bcome our class's mascot XD. guess where is domo's new chair b? its the core of the toilet paper. i just nid to tuck him in it. so damn cute XD.

墨羽

城市的喧哗
转角的街灯
细诉着
人的邪恶
上空
刮破的宁静
特别的黑
黑色的降临
血色的开场

翅膀微张
恶性 毒心
败露
毫不留情地
被抽空
冰冷的尸体
被掏空

镰一亮
贪婪 腐败
溢出
毫不手软地
撕裂
一丝的希望
撕灭

人的无知
被侵入
被改造
人性已绝
不
是魔
不是人
死亡的降临
重生的开始

冷漠的一夜
血色遍布
死亡尾声
午夜里
黑色翅膀
升空

唯剩
城市里
小巷里
角落里
遍布一地的
墨羽

RESULT........is still pending (=.=)

Today went to college just to ensure my result and know wats happening to my history grades. it is oso 1 good chance o meet back my fellow classmates. I can deny that i really miss them all. but things are often not as we expected. the dash-3 people attended can be counted by 10 fingers. arrived at college about 10 and the result notice board was BLANK. so, went to check out our latest updated gallery by STAGE 78.
a really nice work from them. the overall design was awesome. nor to say the student's artwork, sculptures, logbooks are fantastic. AM PROUD TO BE A TOA-ian. so after that back to the main block and met with Matt, jk, adeline, kam chew and hamster(ting wei ;P) we waited our results to come out and poof!--the results are posted up the notice boards. N I CAN CLEARLY SEE MY RESULTS HAVE A "PENDING GRADE" AT THE HISTORY COLUMN. WTF?! NVRM, I"LL JUST WAIT. so basicly, i have an A, 3 B+, 1B and 1B-. consider ok for me liao~

Hangout with the ppl metioned above, had a gundam spree with Matt and dissapointed. 00Q is not out yet, ARGH!!later met with dailou, Speedz n soo. no time to makan with them haiz.....But it is still good to catch up with frends, screwing our new timetable 2gether^^.

RESULT!!

My hands are trembling when i first see this. u noe how goddamn nervous i am when looking at my finished art?! but luckly i stil got a B for dat. Its consider ok for me have this kind of results with an A n B's. its almost expected, so i wouldnt b shock. the most shocked thing is my history grade when listed 'pending grade'. WTF??!! it start to bring me down to the core of nervousness! this could b bad. i dont wanna meet Anderson and his force choke man (oAo)!! another unexpected is the only A i got is for CG. HUH?! CG?! -slap- yup. its CG. i tot i screwed u my assignments and project. but hangseng n god saved my life. going to college 2moro to see final results. well, wish me luck and hope for the best 2moro. IF, i said, IF i really fail history, I WILL FORCE CHOKE MYSELF FIRST!! ARGHHHHH!!(>_<)

手--琴

琴
默默地等
等待
演出的机会

手
轻轻的靠近
靠近
黑白的键盘

手触琴的那一刻
震动
心跳 琴根
互动
乐章的开始

手 飞舞着
琴 弹动着
一音一符
一弦一律
突高 突底
宛如故事情节
时而平静
时而汹涌
配合无间

琴
歌颂手的努力
手
朗诵琴的能力
旋律之间
简称完美

尾声的手
接近
高潮 将中止
最后的音符
流泪 哭诉
却无声

音 已停
律 已静
手离开了
仿佛失去了一半
撕裂了一半
乐曲
已成绝弦
琴
定格
从此 定格

Heart Momento 1

It should be another boring+lifeless day, until dailou post something really meaningful, the 1-10 theory of a relationship. i failed. pure failure. i cant even get pass 3. haiz.....my pain is oredy stacked with uncountable scars. i cant blame the others. i want a chance, but god stopped me. a crush to two different kind of girl brought the same result--sad ending. should i blame the girls for their own reasons? or should i blame i'm lack of reason? No matter how many frends i have, deep inside my heart, i wil always be a prince on my lonely planet........

华语？ENGLISH?

Before somebody ask me i wanna use english as main for my blog, i'll anser here. first thing, its not because my chinese sucks. i LOVE chinese. as a chinese, DUH. i even got an A for chinese in SPM, kekekeke.......sometimes i even tot that my chinese might be better than my english.....just mayb. i think the only reason i wanna type using chinese is because it is annoying and time-consuming. the chinese programs nowadays are not as pro as our brain of coz, so they cant really spell out a sentence dat u meant. u had to correct words by words when it comes to complicated terms. furthermore, yr pin yin must b really good. i admit i almost lost my knowledge to pinyin, dats y it makes me slower. english is fun n i can use short terms as much as i can. hell yeah. but of coz i wont betray my own language la. i will post up chinese randomly. see u guys lucky o not la^^.

SIEN

This is the word mostly seen during our sem breaks. dailou, teh and many others kept repeating this word until i wanna go bang wall. walao. look at my face la, its also the same wat!I stil dont understand, even if i drew alot of stuff, read alot of books, write lot of articles, i stil felt sien. why a? the only conclusion is we done too much during our sem 1 which is packed of projects, assignments and resentation. we are used to dat time of busy days. now when evrything suddenly stopped, we began to slack down. Mou ban fat. we are humans. this is wat we do. If u feel sien oso, why dont u think about yr life? think about what you wanna do in the future? if u stil feel sien, learn me--GO BANG WALL.

First college Result

Okay, dont ask me about that. i'm not getting it today hehe. in fact, its 2moro. of course i am nervous. no matter wat, its my first college result! its the result for my interest studies. time to know how good i am isnt it? 3 months of effort.....i hope i'm getting the best i could. wasted so much money, time, blood, brain cells....just hope i can pass all the subjects with flying colours. quite excited as well as 2moro i can meet back my fellow classmates, who is stil alive during the sem breaks^^. hoping to hang out with them bfor sem 2 starts. its always not too late to being fun.

回到原地

好久没回来了，当初开了博客只为了贪新鲜，也担心没时间写，所以就置之不理了。现在时间开始松动，自然手痒起来。重写博客，十年未晚︿︿。建了它就要继续下去，所以现在，我又动起笔来。各位看官们，请多多支持咯。︿︿

Finally

Haiz......finally i've created my own blog. i'm not sure how much time i can actually spend by updating my blog, writing crazy stuff.....yet its still wonderful of having my own blog.